leahhnardo

260d

I really wanted a drink last night. I want to prove that I can have just one, but I know that's not possible. I've started sobriety a few times due to probation, but this time is just for myself. I know that if I had a drink at home, I'd be like "well it's St Patrick's day, I can go shoot some pool at the bar" (and have a few more)
then I'd either black out, try to pick a fight with a stranger or my boyfriend. maybe urinate in a public place then fall to my knees the whole way home. all just to wake up late for work, call off. I would have bruises all over my body. I would have sat today at home soaking in my regrets and not knowing what happened the night before. I know I made the right decision to not stop, but it was incredibly hard..

Substance Use Disorder (SUD)

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  • dogdad13

    260d

    I'm proud of you!

  • Emm23

    241d

    You got this🤗❤️

  • Emm23

    241d

    I too have recently stopped drinking alcohol. It would do the exact thing to me. Even if it were 1 drink🥺❤ If you 🙏, Please pray for me an I'll do the same. We can do this🙌🙏❤️

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