To continue, When I told her I could no longer be at her beck and call she decided to go live with her daughter and filed for divorce since as she said” then I no longer need you” I was just fine being alone since I no longer had to jump whenever she called me and I had my little dog to keep me company he was my emotional support dog December 1, 2021 my dog was killed and run over by a car my wife refused to let me get another dog not caring how depressed I was and how I would stay in bed day after day after day and eat very little but she didn’t hesitate to have me take her to the store whenever she needed to I don’t know what to do I don’t sleep at all at night I am wide awake and I sleep all day I just need someone to talk to and see if anybody else shares what I am going through I did try to commit suicide three times in the past years unfortunately none of them worked