Struggling with Depression and Lack of Motivation

I’m kind of dealing with the same thing. Not to mention I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and apparently that adds a lot of difficulty to life smh. But i just recently graduated and my god it was a miracle i was even able to graduate at all. I would skip school cause I just couldn’t handle going. I’ve always had trouble sleeping, even back when i was like a 3rd grader, and I’d just be too tired and done to do my work or properly groom or take care of myself. Absolutely EVERYTHING felt like it was too hard and not at all worth it. Ive gotten better, thanks to my mom and some amazing online friends I’ve met along the way. But please remember that you just graduated. You have time to figure out somewhere you’d be comfortable, there are some pretty unique/fun jobs out there. All you need is to know the type of person you are. It was once my dream to work in a library. Nice and quiet, not too many people. But yk they use a computer system now and that just aint as cool as an old filing system.. anyway I’m off track. Dont beat yourself up too much friend. I have some awesome friends with other disorders that you might like to meet?? I noticed you were on the autism spectrum. I have quite a few friends with autism and we think my partner is also on the spectrum. Better yet like none of them are cisgender! Meeting these guys was life saving for me andd.. maybe it could be for you too? Sometime we just need some people around who understand. So lmk of you’re interested. And if not! Don’t be so hard on yourself, we’re learning how to adult