Dealing with Heartbreak and Family Drama

Today has absolutely sucked and I don't know what to do... I'm to the point that everything I do is wrong to some people and it hurts more than anything else in the world. I always pick the wrong guys and end up getting hurt. I just had to brake up with my boyfriend today Long story short he showed his true colors and showed that he only used me till he got onto his own two feet and just like that the people he is living with (my dad and stepmom) became even more important than I did even though they were spreading lies about me. Now they won't give me my stuff back and I don't know what to do. On a 2 hour drive to get my stuff hopefully was in my hometown with my dad and when I wanted to spend some time with my mom I got kicked out. Me and my mom are going to try and get my items but it isn't a 100% on it and it's my important things. They arnt letting me get my stuff so its bullshit on what's going on. Got another hour before we get there and I'm just stressed I will have to face my (now) Ex-boyfriend and probably my dad and stepmom because idk when they are going to be there so I can get my stuff but I'm stressed and my depression is kicking my ass Im anxiety and idk what to do anymore. I just want to be done with it all. Relationships, letting people in, it just hurts.