Desperately Wanting to be a Cute Girl

I don't think that I want hrt or surgeries personally. I'm still scared about trying clothing. I want to do laser if possible but I definitely don't have the money for that right now.

It sucks, for sure. I have some big cis women in my family, which can kind of help. Clothing and grooming (and hrt and laser) have gotten me to a point of passing some days, at least through a drive-thru window, and it helps... It's never completely better, but things help.

Same I know exactly how you feel 😫