I feel so alone and hopeless right now and pretty much every day is a continous nightmare, i can't deal with the intrusive thoughts my brain is tormenting me with my ex father of my child cheating on me and I can't deal with the pain anymore I feel like there is no future and I keep praying to God to come save me but I feel this is just my rate and this world was never meant for me, I feel so unlovable my confidence in myself is completely destroyed and I keep thinking about what he did with her and how he felt and how he chose her over me and I can't do this anymore I am losing my mind. The PTSD and OCD thoughts are driving me insane. I have a baby to care for and it hurts me leaving him but I feel like he will be better off without me, there is nothing left inside of me I wouldn't ever be a good mother
I cannot relate to your pain but i can relate to having ptsd and ocd racing thoughts after being cheated on. it was one of the most horrific and lonely experiences in my life. I am so sorry that you are going through this, you did nothing wrong and did not deserve this and he is not worth you or your amazing capacity for love and companionship. you are as lovable as you are human! talking to a friend in person and crying helped me the most, i hope that you are able to contact a support person, please stay safe and remember that you are in charge of your own life and can get through this ❤️
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