Struggling with Past Trauma in Relationships

I’m so sorry that you feel this way. Do you mind sharing what the deeper issue may be? I know about about past traumas, especially as a woman who has dealt with a relationship that only caused physical pain and sadly, a lot of doctor visits.

I feel like that a lot.. I wish I could forget about my past, and have been told by people that things that you have been through in your life is like a guide, it's a way of noticing "red flags" in your future. I really didn't understand it at first but if you start a relationship living in your past it will never work and caring people will get hurt, what I am trying to say is that even though you really don't want to you have to forgive whomever did that to you in your life, NOT for them but for you! You are someone very special to someone and are loved and it's best to move on from old hurts..