Overcoming Job Search Anxiety: How to Move Forward When You're Paralyzed by Fear

I have two months to get a job before my savings run out. I have only had one job, and it ended with debilitating tics and stress up the wazoo. I am expected to get a job because I'm an adult and I pay rent to my parents. They expect so much of me. I feel crushed by the weight of their expectations. Of my expectations. Of the prospect of people looking at me in disappointment. How do I get past this paralyzing fear of being a complete and utter failure who peaked in high school and gets scared when I remember I have arms so I can do some real good for myself? P.S. Please don't point me towards job opportunities. I am too scared to reach for them. That is my primary concern right now.