Feeling Defeated and Overwhelmed

I've so totally been there. Have you tried making some art? That's the only way I got through it tbh. Remember, anything can be art with enough hot glue. Also poetry. If you are currently holed up in your bed, you need to get up. You don't need to get out of the house or even do anything. At the very least, go lie down somewhere else. I reccomend making a blanket fort and hunkering down in there. Maybe have some ice water in a wine glass? Try finding some new music. Search for lute songs or unkranian folk music, just anything weird and new. Life is not long. It doesn't feel short until you look back and see how far away everything is. In the grand scheme of things, we only have a little time left anyway, so please dont give up. You're almost done, and you're doing great. Please, please hang in there. You will find something to love if you just keep looking.