I had to make a hard decision today.. The guy that I loved, I had to cut ties with him because I simply can't keep going with him ghosting me. I feel kind of bad but at the same time, I was getting tired of him just looking at my posts and stories, and never replying to my past messages. I think I'm more afraid of him coming back... I just want to get out of that mentality and out of my head with that stuff.
Honestly, there is so much that I'd want to say but at the same time, there is nothing to say either. I'm just extremely burnout and tired. Part of me wants to make amends but apart of me says otherwise... it's just hard.