The Comfort of Being Alone: My Struggle with Social Anxiety

Maybe it's being lazy but I genuinely am so glad when I can sit on my couch by myself. I don't want to be around anyone, they give me anxiety. I'm perfectly happy sitting by myself and texting people through the safety behind a screen. I had a panic attack at my internship today because I went to a group prior to working (I go to pros, a group therapy place that I also internship in the kitchen to learn job skills), and I hadn't been around as many people in the group in a long time. I had a really bad panic attack, and then I got drove home. As bad as the panic attack was, I'm just glad I can be alone now. I want to stay alone forever. It's my happy place. I kinda want to get a job and be normal, but I think I really just want to be alone forever. I don't need people. They are what cause me anxiety. I feel so much better now that I'm alone. I don't want to go out with anyone, I can text them. I don't need to see anyone. I don't want to change this, I'm fine. I'm happy this way. People just cause anxiety. So just leave me alone.