Dealing with Depression After Trauma

hey OP. i'm really sorry about what happened. i feel for you. i'm sorry it's hitting so hard this year, too. healing and dealing with past traumas or pain is often not linear, and can fluctuate even after you reach a better emotional place. i've been like that sometimes, albeit with different challenges. take your time processing those feelings and reach out to people around you for support. if i can be of any help, too, please feel free to message me. i can at the very least listen to you and be present. sending hugs.