Feeling Hopeless and Alone

I do not know what to do anymore. My hope feels like it is absolutely destroyed. My body keeps having physical problems to the unholy levels of stress, and triggers and such being ignored and not respected. My "support team" feels like a joke, and not really existant. I feel completely alone, my mental health is disintegrating from the feel of it, and I do not think I can go to anyone. There is so much crap that I desperately need help figuring out, but it feels absolutely hopeless. Everything just keeps getting worse. I am exhausted in every form. I just wanted to vent, I guess. I do not know where else I can put this, without cruel things like "R.I.P. lol" being commented. Or toxic positivity, because "so many others have it worse". So, yeah.