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tldr: rant/vent So to preface this (its a partial venting post), I'm in an incredibly sticky situation with my living situation, and it's been triggering for a number of reasons and my eating disorder is through the roof. I recently realized I need to do a 12-step program, and that was earlier this week. I got the big book and all of that, which, of course, I cried about for like 15 minutes. Anyway, stuff has been building up and my anxiety meds ran out as well as my anti psychotic for my bipolar which is FABULOUS. I love that for me. My sarcasm is off the charts which makes me look like an insensitive person (I'm getting there tbh) and that's cool. My love life just this week took a nose dive into the core of the earth, just nailed itself to it and now I'm in an uncomfortable situation at work dye to harassment and a dude who thought a phonecall about the harassment was the time to bring up things that are just obnoxiously inappropriate especially during that kind of phonecall. And now realizing the guy I've been interested in is just not at all as into me as he thinks he is and that's been a joy of joys for me to recognize. The good lord is just kicking my butt with "hey ya ready to let go of that control yet bud?" situations and my brain is like "absolutely not see yourself out please and thank you" so I'm having a good time with that. Currently having a mental breakdown because my bestfriend had an attitude over the phone then hung up and I already had a panick attack twice in the span of an hour earlier so I'm already raring to go. I want to know what it's like to be normal. To not experience and go through this. I want to know what it's like to not being so terrified of people hurting me over voicing my feelings. Why does this have to be so hard?

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