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these two girls who use mostly coke and meth, we used to be really good friends but she yelled at mw, high, in a cafe next to a n friend of mine, spitting lies and shit to make me feel bad. im recovering, i go to meetings every week, i see a substance abuse therapist, i went to rehab, they know qll of this. tiana, the girl who yelled at me, she sent vids of her doing lines of coke to the friend group chat, offered me meth when i was craving it, and stuck a line of coke in my face for me to take it. it is just so hard to fucking cope with people like this, and the drug addicts that i am surrounded by, the creeps, the homeless, smoking on foil and in their bubbles, all in broad daylight. i cannot escape it.it surrounds me, taunts me. whhen i smell the fentanyl smoke it triggers me so bad because that was my DOC. i dont know how people do it, how people dont get cravings like this, even being on sublocade. doing everything i can. if anyone has any advice, i would definitely appreciate it. its so fucking hard trying to hold back, i just want to let go. i'll go run away with some guy and do what i used to, the chaos, the unpredictable high energized sex filled dancing glitter while meth eats through my brain, the fentanyl shutting down my lungs. i know i died, i was supposed to be dead if no one came home. fentanyl welcoming me comfortably to a door of death, and they dragged me out. i dont know why i miss it, but being sober, just by itself, is tiring, exhausting. i am tempted,everyday
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