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Critter101

632d

I think I'm going to relapse again. I keep finding myself staring across the room at my pocket knife over on the shelf, thinking about doing it again. I just wish I knew why I wanted to die, it never makes sense. I want to ask for help but I don't want my friend's pity or to go back into the mental hospital. I don't know how to escape it.

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    • justpeachyqueen

      627d

      @Critter101 that’s a fair concern. Personally though, none of the side effects were worse than what I was already feeling. I went through a couple of different types of medications before I found what worked for me. If you have a doctor you can trust, I suggest being honest with them about your concerns

    • justpeachyqueen

      632d

      I’m so sorry ❤️ I just want you to know you’re seen. Medication and therapy has been helpful for me

      • Critter101

        631d

        @justpeachyqueen Thank you. I've thought about going back into therapy or trying meds but I'm just worried it'll make it worse, there are so many side effects to these things.

        • justpeachyqueen

          627d

          @Critter101 that’s a fair concern. Personally though, none of the side effects were worse than what I was already feeling. I went through a couple of different types of medications before I found what worked for me. If you have a doctor you can trust, I suggest being honest with them about your concerns

    • kelianne

      632d

      Getting rid of the knife helped me. Yes there's still knives in my house but i only ever used the one, and with it gone it helps prevent the urge. It worked for me, maybe itll help you

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