I can relate most days but not all. I have had so many thoughts of suicide especially lately that I mean thought has been put in to it obviously and just like you I'm like I am exhausted so should death be something that comes my way... Then... Well I'll just let it happen. However, when I think of the people who would very possibly not be okay without me or like how things could change and how drastic those changes would be I worry for the people that I love and then I'm like that can't happen... It just can't. Lol. So... I'm all over the place with it. But I totally get you. 100%.
Not sure if you are cycling through meds like I did, but it took me at least 6 different meds and several years to find what works for me. I still have some days like this, but it is more likely a few hours of it, not ongoing. Keep at it, if you are trying to find what works.
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I'm not suicidal, I just wouldn't care if I died
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