Opening up about my childhood sexual abuse

For the first time ever I finally opened up about the sexual abuse I experienced as a child. I never told any one due to shame and fear. unfortunately the reason I opened up wasnt a good one. my boyfriend of 3 and a half years broke up with me, but before he did that he convinced me to have sex with him. after it was all said and done I felt used and taken advantage of. he didnt mean it that way and hes been doing a lot to make up for it and right his wrongs. after opening up to him I got the courage to open up to my only friend, instead all she did was give her opinion on my ex. she didnt listen and instead took it as an opportunity to hate on him. so now my ex is the only one who actually listens and helps me through it all.