Feeling Lonely and Useless

I feel like things are never going to get better for me. no matter what I accomplish it's never enough. I don't even want to leave the house anymore. I enjoy staying away from everyone and everything because I feel useless and not needed. I see people being happy and having friends and just wishing it could be me. I've always had a need to be liked by everyone and I just always wanted to have friends. But moving around my whole childhood made it very hard to make and keep friends. so now that I'm in the stage of life where I should be hanging out with friends and having the best years of my life I find myself depressed angry and lonely useless and worthless. i have abandonment issues that I think came from my parents divorce. and when I do get to talk to someone I get attached to fast. all I want is some friends. I don't want to feel like I'm annoying you when I try to text . at the end of the day I don't want much I just want to be cared about. thank you for reading if you read this far.