Max_F

174d

so I lost a shirt that I needed for guard by complete accident(I have a terrible memory and I have had trouble with loosing things a lot) and as soon as my mom heard she very angrily said "now I got to come up with 20 bucks." so I said I'm sorry, because I felt bad about her wasting more money on me, and she said "don't just say sorry" so I told her that it was an accident and she looked at me as if I was a lier. idk what I'm supposed to do anymore. I've been having way to many voices says that I'm a mistake and I'm not good enough and to die then I'm normally used to. I'm afraid. does anyone know what to do in this situation?

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  • ShyTaku

    174d

    I know how you feel and honestly, I've tried to surround myself with people who make me feel happy instead of sad.

    • Max_F

      174d

      unfortunately because I'm a minor I'm. Stuck with my parents.

  • ShyTaku

    174d

    If you ever want a friend my dms are always open.

  • YanyLaurel

    174d

    I am so sorry. I was also very forgetful especially in highschool. Also I did guard too! (So fun!) I am so sorry your mom is having a hard time and taking it out on you. Combat the voices. They are incorrect. Reach out to people and let them know your suicidal thoughts are getting stronger and ask for help. Also writing can help a lot. So maybe every time something like this happens you can post on Alike..

    • Max_F

      174d

      the problem is I'm afraid they will think I'm doing it for attention or something.. I have also tried to write any stuff down when I can here.

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