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FlexinTexan

646d

I am really really struggling. I've had multiple life altering events in the span of a few weeks and I just want to give up. I love my husband so much but he clearly doesn't care/understand. I feel so incredibly alone and I can't take it anymore. I don't know who I am or what I'm doing anymore, and I don't see any point in trying to figure it out. I really just want it to end. My lifelong BFF took her life just over a year ago and I miss her so much... I just want to see her again. I'm not sure what to even expect posting this here, I guess I just need to vent and maybe someone could relate...I just want someone to care about me the way I care about everyone else. I'm so tired of being "the strong one". I'm not strong. I'm probably the weakest I've ever been. šŸ˜Ÿ

    • GaPeaches

      644d

      I do understand how you feel. I have been there myself . I do send you prayers . I hope you get to feeling better . I WISH I HAD THE ANSWER TO ALL OUR QUESTIONS . THAT I COULD MAGICALLY FIX EVERYTHING. šŸ™šŸ™

    • Squarepeg

      644d

      I can relate. I was able to find some You Tube videos of Psychiatrists explaining the conditions and symptoms as simple as possible. Once I showed my partner some videoā€™s, I would try and describe how whether right or wrong, rational or irrational, my prospective of the situation is different, feels different, hurts different, leading to my reaction. And that the reaction itself, doesnā€™t feel as hurtful emotionally when Iā€™m attacking them. For example, a recent fight escalated over something trivial because my interpretation was hurtful to me. I ended up calling my partner a heartless bitch, which is in no way true. We had to talk through it, and tried to explain how their behavior escalated mine, and how I donā€™t always mean what I say when I lose control. I apologized the next day, because when I was calm I had a better understanding of what happened. Sadly, over time, all of the outbursts are damaging to everyone. We (my partner and I) are not in a great place, but thereā€™s some hope of improvement; only time will tell. They accept that I will never be ā€œperfectā€, and things are still not the way they should be, but it was definitely helpful for them to try and understand that my perceptions and intentions are not always malicious

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