Religion and OCD: My Struggle with Intrusive Thoughts

my sister is in a cult and i grew up sharing a room with her so it was really hard separating myself from that especially since she tried brainwashing me. I don't blame her since we were both kids and she was told that's the only way we could be together in heaven. even now i think every little thing is a sign. it's tough. I no longer compulsively pray though and I'm not afraid of ghosts or the devil

religion most definitely worsened my symptoms of OCD