Feeling Alone and Addicted: My Struggle with Weed

I hope you find some friends, even if they're just on the internet rn.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way, try to remember feelings are temporary and things will change. I understand your want to have a solid loving relationship for the rest of your life but I think it's important to make yourself happy before you find someone else, so that your significant other isn't responsible for your emotional wellbeing. I hope that doesn't sound rude but I've been in that situation before and it's hard to accept. You are all you need to be happy, and it might take a second to figure that out but thats okay. It takes a lot of positive reinforcement to break the negative thinking patterns we've developed as a kid but if you devote yourself to making yourself better you can achieve happiness. I go to therapy once a week and a phycyatrist once a month. I'm also starting DBT which is almost the only therapy to make BPD more tolerable. It wont be easy but it will be worth a full life. I wish I could help you learn how to love yourself because you are very deserving of it. You don't need anyone else to be yourself but I get you want someone. I promise you, you will find them exactly at the right time in your life but not yet. Good luck:)

I agree😉👍

I love you and I know you deserve love. I understand exactly where you’re coming from. I’m in a bad place myself rn so I wish I could say more, but just know that I love and support you no matter what, and I bet everyone on this platform agrees with me ❤️