TW: idfk just beware

I am a germaphobe, it's not serious, but I'm having a mental breakdown right now, cuz there was a three year old in my room. none of this will probably make sense, cuz I'm typing as fast as I can, cuz I feel so disgusting, there was a 3-year-old in my room touching my stuff, breathing on everything, I already told her to stay out, I already cleaned the room, and then she got in again. it's driving me f****** insane, I've never had mental breakdown this bad, I'm pulling my hair out, nothing is clean, my only safe space is no longer clean and now I'm cutting into myself, scratching, or whatever, I fucking hate it here and don't know what to do. but I think typing this out and posting it might help. if that made any sense

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

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  • Situpdown


    Venting always helps. Its ok to get it out. Best thing.

  • AssassinSasha


    I can understand that. I am not a germaphobe but I have ADHD and OCD so I can be very forgetful of where I place things except in certain areas that have taken me years to know where it is. If someone in my family moves something from its specific place I lose my shit. Because I put it there to remember where it is so I am not freaking out while trying to leave by trying to figure out where my purse, shoes, whatever is. I can easily just grab and go. I have told them that if they move something of mine that I keep in a certain place to tell me that way I will most likely remember it when I go to leave or I will put it back in the correct spot later and know where it is so I can put it back.

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