CrypticCricket

165d

I've been struggling a lot with moving past a relationship that ended almost 4 years ago now. He haunts me randomly and I just want to figure out how to move past him finally. We have not talked in those 4 years either. I'm just stuck being attached. I know he hates me and I go through phases of demonising him to him being an FP over and over. I don't know what to do

Chronic Headache

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

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  • Anutis

    165d

    What happened between you guys?

    • CrypticCricket

      165d

      I really don't know he had a lot of things that I'd been doing that was bothering him but he never communicated them with me. I know him and a friend I was super close with were having issues and I had to choose to cut one of them out but I couldn't figure out how to handle it properly which led to me holding onto both of them

      • Anutis

        163d

        you know I had to look up what FP means and now my mind is blown I had no idea and that explains alot for me. Does that mean favorite person? I just wanted to make sure I understand before I help

  • CrypticCricket

    165d

    But it was that plus a lot of things that was never communicated

    • Anutis

      163d

      I understand how hard that is it feels uncomfortable to handle. To me it's like a feeling of needing to know if it's my fault but remember if he didn't tell you what it was that bothered him then that's on him. That's not your fault okay? And did he leave because you held onto them both?

      • CrypticCricket

        162d

        I think so. I did eventually cut ties with the friend but I think I let them go after each others throats too long before doing anything. I think it's just that this was the first super serious relationship I'd had. We'd started moving in together before that mess started happening. We'd gone through so much together getting that apartment together, getting him a job in the state because he'd moved from the state he was in. We'd gotten each other promise rings and everything

  • Sav7242

    163d

    You aren’t alone 👋🏻

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