cw venting maybe, spiraling, drug/alcohol use, homelessnessdoes anyone else remember moments where they were absolutely spiraling mentally? I had a downward spiral starting this year in March and I went to the mental hospital for it in April. I was living with my mother at the time and she absolutely couldn't handle it anymore. she threw me out while I was still in the hospital, costing me all of my belongings, and I want to be angry about it but I still feel guilty. Everyday I would come home high or drunk and I would go on multiple dates a week with people I didn't even know. I wouldn't even shower beforehand.please tell me someone experienced something like this before
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
Do not feel guilty for having any sort of condition because it's not like you chose it like a new coat to wear. As humans we go through failures to succeed that's a way we can learn. Please don't beat yourself up for being human and experiencing life. Yes I understand you can't take it back but you can move forward and grow.
I went through something like this. When I turned 18 I wanted to get the he'll out of the household I was abused in for many years. So without planning I packed everything and moved to NY on impulse. I was using my abusive boyfriend to get there so I could have a place place stay until I got on my feet. That lasted 3 weeks and it was not a good experience. All of my important belongings where stolen and I haven't even them sense. While I was there I was high so much that reality was lost. And I didn't stay in contact with anyone.
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