Spiraling Mentally and Homeless: Anyone Else?

Do not feel guilty for having any sort of condition because it's not like you chose it like a new coat to wear. As humans we go through failures to succeed that's a way we can learn. Please don't beat yourself up for being human and experiencing life. Yes I understand you can't take it back but you can move forward and grow. I went through something like this. When I turned 18 I wanted to get the he'll out of the household I was abused in for many years. So without planning I packed everything and moved to NY on impulse. I was using my abusive boyfriend to get there so I could have a place place stay until I got on my feet. That lasted 3 weeks and it was not a good experience. All of my important belongings where stolen and I haven't even them sense. While I was there I was high so much that reality was lost. And I didn't stay in contact with anyone.