Struggling with BPD: Pushing Everyone Away

I do the same thing. I think mine is mostly from my fear of abandonment. I push them away before they can leave me

Same here. Smh I miss my ex girlfriend and my son dad who passed LAST September. I'm devastated behind him passing.

I’m right there with you. All I have is my boyfriend when it comes to people in person. Everyone else is in my home state.

I love being alone ..no worries

I've done almost the same. I'm in a relationship with someone who also has bpd. Otherwise with him at work I am lonely I am empty I am very sad most days. I feel you. I'm sorry