Asteroidrose

97d

TW
Vent.
Why wasn't I good enough to keep alive? I was really sick.. and I know that my triggers were not your responsibility. but the least you could have done was call the police. you were my partner. you were my girlfriend. and you still let me die. the several medications they had me on affected me so bad that I overdosed without a second thought. I didn't even know what I was doing. it was completely impulsive. and I laid in my bed for 48 hours.. my brain was shutting down. and you knew the entire time.. and when I told you I was taking the pills you didn't talk me out of it.. you were fine with it. you never tried to save me.. and this was the first time.. why wasn't I good enough to try to save.. why wasn't I good enough to keep alive. why didn't you call the police.. the last words I said to you was I regret it and I'm scared... my family found me 48 hours later in my wheelchair. my brain was shutting down my pupil's were dilated. I was paralyzed.. why wasn't I good enough... what did I do.. why.. why wasn't i good enough

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

Dissociation

Depression

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