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InsidiousAnomaly

509d

Wish I could sleep. Have a headache from lack of sleep. Haven't seen the shadows yet. I just wanna sleep and now feel like a worthless waste of resources. And to have to give holiday gifts, my parents having to buy my stuff for my person this year. Why did I fuck everything up...i always do, and lie and hide it. Till it explodes out. Been trying to hard to not hurt myself, even though I found a new pack of my fave blades while cleaning the depression pit of 7 years a month back. Just gotta not re-find them before the holiday trip out of state in a few weeks.

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    • KatieGB

      508d

      @InsidiousAnomaly I have access to a toxicology database so if you want to know how much is too much dm me

    • FTW

      509d

      Do you not take anything for sleep? Sleeping pills and cannabis have worked wonders for my sleep schedule

      • InsidiousAnomaly

        508d

        @FTW I ended up taking like 150mg of Benadryl and conked out. Edibles are what put me to sleep, mmbut I also dab and smoke it. It's my main med I consume. Melatonin/valerian root do not help me sleep. Benadryl doesn't always help either tho. I am currently jobless and no insurance so don't have much help right now at 30

        • KatieGB

          508d

          @InsidiousAnomaly I have access to a toxicology database so if you want to know how much is too much dm me

    • FTW

      509d

      It can be hard to fight the urge for self harm. I have razors hidden around, for "emergencies." Its been a few months since I cut, but my arms are covered in scars. We all make mistakes. I am currently 2200 miles from my children. Havent seen or talked to my son since july. Just working and saving to get back to them. Good luck

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