Struggling with Suicidal Ideations in a New State

The fear is real; I know what you mean. I experienced that just last month. Everyone was going to school while I was taking a much-needed break. Except, I felt like I should be at school; like everyone was pulling ahead of me. A new environment can be freaky. Going to a one-year program in FL was widely uncomfortable and I wanted to be done after only 2 weeks. It's hard when you're losing motivation to do stuff, especially when you really care about it. I'd recommend telling those you love about it, no matter how scary. You need people now, and there is NOTHING wrong with that. You are loved. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here, and you've got a whole community on this app behind you😊 Love you! You are here for a reason - you matter. You are loved more than you could possibly know

This happened to me as well and I ended up failing all of my classes because my mental health got so bad, try to take breaks when needed and seek counseling at your school if they have it, mine had 7 free sessions then you start paying, it's ok to fail and take time to yourself, try getting disability accommodations for school, I did this and it really helped me along with getting diagnosed and put on meds

I am having the same issue except I'm in the same state and I have never had a therapist 🙃 it's just getting worse 🙃 😑

Tell yourself that it's ok to fail at times.. you are doing great and you've reached this far and you've been dealing with them by yourself.. which means you are mentally strong... you get anxious sometimes maybe because you are doubting yourself.. remind the things you've achieved so far.. and that you could pull this through in the future too.. :)