Feeling Empty and Alone

Idk how, but I can relate to this. I *technically* have a ton of friends. Quite a few that would actually talk to me. I just have a ton of social anxiety, and am socially awkward. So it can be really hard for me to keep up with people. Aside from that, most of my friends have become ... boring and don't relate to me all that much. I feel like I open up way too much, where as most of my friends don't open up in the slightest. I should be texting a couple, because they genuinely care for me, and want the best, and tbh are awesome people. But holy fuck are they some of the driest people now, feels like it's nearly impossible to talk to them, and I lost all interest, makes me feel like a shitty person, but omg. 1-2 word responses to texts, calls feel fake, just overall feels weird. But then occasionally I'll get the genuine/fun convo I've been looking for. Man. Idk, I'm always going through friends. I'd recommend just keep looking until one sticks. Hell, I'd be down to be friends with you. Dm me sometime if you wanna talk/vent about shit, and I'll tell you about random pokemon facts and how penguins are the superior bird and whatever quirky things I can't think of.

Same.