Living with Autism: Exhausted and Suicidal

i relate to this a lot 🥺 i’ve been having a lot of trouble recently trying to assimilate back into public society after being isolated from the pandemic, and being around people who don’t understand my conditions is terrifying. i don’t know if i can act neurotypical/allistic anymore 😅 but i feel like the best advice i can give you is to find stupid, for lack of a better term, reasons to keep going. the ones that worked best for me were knowing my family and pets would miss me, not being able to see the really nice warm days outside that make you feel like you’ll never be sad again, wanting to see if things get better, etc. any little bit of hope is worth holding onto, even if others around you don’t understand. if you wanna stay alive ONLY because you want to see a new movie or something, use that. it really helps.

You can do this. Keep fighting as hard and you can and don't give up love. It will be worth it in the long run