Struggling with Purpose and Depression

Hi I believe I know what you mean what I been trying to do is find job I like try to not take everything so seriously when someone say something bad about me ,and I wanna live because I have kids and wife but there are times it hits me hard and I feel like why am I doing this why am I trying to move on I tried trying I am tried thinking what can I do I am tried of being tried but I try to tell myself what I do is meaning full to me my interests is what keeps my rolling and I hope and I'll pray for you to , I just wanna let you know you can do this