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WyybiE3

690d

i dont know if i’ll ever be able to fully face the reality of what happened to me. every time i start getting better, i chip away at the massive pile of memories and photos and screenshots and texts i saved so i could never be gaslit into saying it didnt happen. and every time without fail, its always worse than i think it is. and i dont look at it for long. it makes me sick to my stomach, genuinely. and all those awful feelings, of anger towards people who knew i was in a bad place and did nothing, worse. emdr and therapy isnt working because half the time i cant even face the things ive been through, and the other half of the time i cant remember it anyway so basically; what do you do when you think theres not a reality where you remember everything? where do you go from there? let it go? keep pushing?

    • MELANCHOLY

      690d

      I'm sorry they hurt you..

    • KaelaAnn

      690d

      I'm so sorry. I feel you 100 % it sucks I just got better I lived in mania for 5 years and just came to reality you just have to surrendered yourself with good people. And good vibes

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