What is it like to have Schizophrenia?

I know what you mean people give you the eye they just always say I am weird but I like talk myself because I listen to my problems I and makes me not feel 100% alone I also very paranoid I really don't trust others or myself giving information about me or whatever my mind feels like it's not my own times and time I have flat emotions alot also depressed all the time some days are better then some, some days I have really bad depression then out nowhere I feel alive for a bit then it goes back to depression I also see things time and time my I got more, I just curious what you have

I will say it's all in your head, but you feel in heart it's all real. But the people around you think your crazy

Idk man I just kinda get lost sometimes, or talk to myself very long convos some bad convos some good. Paranoia is terrible I would say, like thinking people you never meet are spying on you throw stuff in your room. Idk

Reconnect to the world. It's not a bad thing having schizophrenia, just know people miss the shit out of you. It isn't your fault. Trust me, you truly are a boss of your own.

@Dman I hear you I can't handle either I get quite paranoid when I am in there do you have any other symptoms?