Feeling Lost and Bored: The Struggle of Wanting More

Has anyone ever felt so lost but at the same time bored? I’m not sure how to explain this but i’m gonna try. Like, you’re always wandering looking for joy and happiness in things and wanting time to pass so you can get to the next step in your life or an older age but also not wanting a certain event to get there. It’s like you’re stuck in between and you don’t know what will make you happy. It’s not something that affects my everyday life, but it’s very confusing. It’s kinda like, “Oh I wanna be 18, but I don’t want to go to college or be an adult” You want the freedom of being an adult but you don’t want the responsibilities that go along with it.