My Eating Disorder Journey: From Skipping Breakfast to Hating Myself for Eating

i don’t know about anyone else, but my eating disorder just started with “well i feel sick in the morning when i do eat, so i will just stop eating breakfast”. And then i started loosing weight and looking skinnier, but if i ate something then i would go back to normal, so i stopped eating pretty much all together. i did eat a little something everyday just to not pass out or something, so that’s good i guess. it’s always been coming i guess, it’s a wonder i only got this eating disorder now, considering how many people have commented on my body and weight throughout my life, and with my self esteem issues. anyway! now that i’m back home for the summer, i am eating more and i know that is good and all, but i can’t help but hate myself for it because i’m gaining back my weight that i lost because i blamed not eating on how much i worked on school.