I’m so tired of narcissistic abuse from my mother, I’m heavily agoraphobic (can’t leave the house due to panic attacks). And idk how I’m gonna heal with living with her. Everything she holds above my head, like she offered to get me a vanity (and has for years) but she recently just did it and now she’s guilt tripping me about it and saying I’m nothing. I just wanna Kill myself tbh.
Im so sorry you feel this way and are having to deal with this. I am agoraphobic due to anxiety as well, and I have to see a therapist twice a week for it.
Are you able to work from home and support yourself? Maybe doing that would help you save up to move into your own place? I know the leaving is hard but one trip is better than continued abuse
I’ve been trying to find a remote job but I’ve been rejected so far by most of them. I only have a highschool degree and almost an associates degree. But I’ll keep looking for sure. Thank you, I’m sorry you also have agoraphobia:(
yeah, I know it’s really tough. I’m not sure what field you’re in or looking for. I work in pharmacy, so that’s all I know for remote jobs, but maybe look for call centers as well, and try recruiting agencies, it might suck but it’s better than nothing.
Thanks, I appreciate that, I’m sorry you do as well. It’s really rough and a lot of people don’t understand. Mine is a lot better, I can go on walks now and I can be driven to my family’s house, so it’s small but it’s progress. When I was doing my worst I could barely walk to the end of my driveway, that was in April.
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I’m so tired of narcissistic abuse from my mother, I’m heavily agoraphobic (can’t leave the house due to panic attacks). And idk how I’m gonna heal with living with her. Everything she holds above my head, like she offered to get me a vanity (and has for years) but she recently just did it and now she’s guilt tripping me about it and saying I’m nothing. I just wanna Kill myself tbh.
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