I don’t know why I play these games with myself. Right now, I’m waiting for my friend to text me and ask if I’m ok, and I don’t want to text him first. I want him to worry. Doesn’t he enough?
I also am starving myself. I don’t want to eat. Some part of me thinks that if I’m hospitalized, doctors will finally take me seriously and fix me. Logically, I know that they can’t do anything, and I just have to wait for the medication to work. But in the meantime, there is no hope for me; I don’t want to do this for another two months. So I starve.
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I don’t know why I play these games with myself. Right now, I’m waiting for my friend to text me and ask if I’m ok, and I don’t want to text him first. I want him to worry. Doesn’t he enough?
I also am starving myself. I don’t want to eat. Some part of me thinks that if I’m hospitalized, doctors will finally take me seriously and fix me. Logically, I know that they can’t do anything, and I just have to wait for the medication to work. But in the meantime, there is no hope for me; I don’t want to do this for another two months. So I starve.
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