Living with DID: My Story and Struggles

Hello everyone! My name is Elyot, I’m currently 20 years old, and I am the host of the Agartha System. A little information about me: I am not the original host - she has been gone for about 8 or 9 years now. Any time I say “me” when referring to something from prior to 9 years ago I am talking about the physical body and not myself Anyways- I have been very hesitant to tell people about my experience with this mental health problem because I don’t have an official diagnosis. When I was 12 I was seeing a psychiatrist and he mentioned that I have this disorder (as well as a couple others) and my dad stopped taking me to see him before I could get an official diagnosis for DID. I have had symptoms of DID since I was as young as 10 years old (that I can remember). I currently have 29 active system members (about 42 if we include dormant ones). I hope that even without a proper diagnosis (which I plan to get whenever I’m in a safe place to do so) that I will be accepted by you all and possibly make some new friends along the way and learn from all of you!