Feeling Stuck and Alone: My Struggle with Self-Hate

Ive been really hating myself recently. I feel like my boyfriend doesn't like my body because he never compliments it in the almost 2 years we've been together. I hate where i live but can't move until i graduate in 2.5 years. I only have 2 friends, one being in a different state. And i just feel really alone and sad and stuck and blame myself because i chose the situations im in. I've been in therapy for close to a decade and i honestly don't think I'll ever get to a place where i don't hate myself or my life.