Goldiekat

70d

I can’t get the impulsive BPD thoughts to manipulate out of my head. I hate living like this. I hate that I think like this. I just want to be normal and accept things as they are.

Depression

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Escitalopram

Panic Disorder

Escitalopram • Type: Oral

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  • KatieGB

    70d

    Omg I so relate, I don't really describe myself as manipulative but I hate being in my situation. I hate driving past the hospital and knowing I will always have appointments there. How do you manipulate?

    • Goldiekat

      70d

      I tend to emotionally manipulate by telling huge lies that I know will elicit the responses I want to a situation. I’ve dealt with it my whole life and am finally getting treatment :)

  • TheOnlySneezles

    70d

    I relate so much to this. I'm always here if you need to vent to me

    • Goldiekat

      70d

      Thank you so much. That really means a lot. I’m here for you as well. It’s so mice to know you’re not alone.

  • StrawberryMoon

    70d

    i can definitely relate, especially when you throw in a touch of control freak 😅 i’m sorry you’re having such a hard time 💕

    • Goldiekat

      70d

      Thank you I really appreciate that. I am finally getting help but it’s an uphill battle. I know I’ll overcome it though :)

  • CarisNotCharis

    70d

    Same. Living with BPD is one of the hardest thing I think anyone can experience. It affects so many areas of your life, man 😫

    • Goldiekat

      70d

      exactly😞 I just want to be able to leave things as they are. Not everything has to go my way

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