vy1

223d

I dont know, im just upset lately. Just sad. The idea that im unlovable has been seeming so real recently and im just uneasy. Its been reastablished many times by many people in my life and i really do believe it now. Nobody wants to hang out with me, and i feel so so so chronically alone. Im just sad. I feel alone. I feel like everything is my fault for being too talkative or enthusiastic about myself, thinking that anyone would ever care so deeply about me as i care about others, and it hurts so much when im let down time and time again. Nobody will ever love me the way i love others. It makes me sad

Depersonalization

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Complex post traumatic stress disorder

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  • KeiXyr

    223d

    Imo enthusiastic people are the best. When people get really happy and excited about things, it just gives me this excited feeling too. And the type of people who try to smother that make me angry. People who care a lot are the best types of people.

    • vy1

      220d

      thank you :). I just feel like i care too much for people, that feeling is never reciprocated. Its so frustrating at times but im holding on for hope lol

  • KeiXyr

    223d

    If you ever need a new friend/friend group, give me a dm. I'd be happy to be your (also enthusiastic) friend.

    • vy1

      220d

      Aw thank you! That sounds absolutely awesome :)

  • Lemondrops

    223d

    I’ve felt the same way before, sometimes I still get doubts. But honestly it’s taken me decades to finally find people who have shown me all those people in the past who give you that feeling are irrelevant. Good things and people are coming, stay strong 💜

    • vy1

      220d

      Thank you for your kind words :) <3 Im very proud of you for holding it out!

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