My Friend Doesn't Understand My Anxiety

@Aliek also, I know her character, she’s extremely narcissistic and self centred as mean as it sounds that’s just always how she’s been, your typical mean girl, not to mention how when I first got diagnosed with anxiety she tried to lie and say she got diagnosed too, which she later admitted was a lie, the fact that she has had these symptoms for a week at most, being the singular panic attack and was able to get medicated that fast while I’ve been unjustified multiple years down the road does annoy me, because with short term anxiety symptoms they put you in therapy first, which I personally think she should be since she has a lot going on with custody and her family, meaning it’s not a disorder yet just a result of her current life issues, which she has confirmed. She has only had one panic attack recently, so it’s not like she “wouldn’t want to deal with them” as if it’s some huge unbearable thing. She has normal anxiety and normal worries for someone going through an extremely stressful time, but on top of that she had to mock the community in ways I can’t even explain, it just makes me feel betrayed like since she’s a part of it now she can advertise her drugs and mental health issues online as fun or exciting.

@Aliek I don't care that shes getting help, I care about the way she’s making it seem like a fun or trendy thing to have. I feel extremely violated because I have trusted her with the seriousness of that part of my own life and tried to educate her and whats respectful and whats not before she had any anxiety issues.

@Aliek I also forgot to mention on #1 that I did not believe the doctors because I have had panic attacks that were inability to breathe, hyperventilating, crying and shaking, hiding in a dark room, feeling like I am going to pass out and die In an endless cycle of intrusive thoughts. What I was experiencing, i truly believed, was a full blown medical emergency.