that's understandable and the way you want to be treated is important. If I would give you any advice, it would be to stick to tell him exactly how you feel. Let him know that you need to talk to him about something important and that you are ready to leave the relationship because of the reasons you just said. It's better to upfront and honest about it rather than forcing yourself to stay quiet and uncomfortable. I promise you that it will feel like a weight lifted off of you. It will hurt, it will be painful emotionally for a little while, but you seem to be very strong willed and you will get through it 🤗