Undiagnosed GAD and Frustration with Doctors

I found out i’ve been diagnosed with GAD and no one told me lmao. I’m so tired of doctors diagnosing me and not telling me. I thought i was crazy, i thought it was just my bpd or autism. Or even just my adhd making me overthink. I did everything i could to find an answer because i didn’t wanna infiltrate that community if i didn’t belong. Not to mention, my main psych medications doctor didn’t even know about this dx so he didn’t even have the chance to offer to medicate me. Even if he could though, im so tired of being medicated. I’m not even on everything i should be on. I’m only on an antidepressant and vyvance(adhd). I need to get on an antipsychotic and i need medication for sleep. But my doctors an asshole who will admit that i need help, but not actually help me. I’m just so tired of shit being wrong with me