Struggling with Trauma and Identity in DID

Hi I’m an imprint alter in the Pluto System. I’ve been around for quite a while, but currently the character that I’ve become is Bakugou Katsuki. I have a hard time talking about my emotions and stuff because there’s a part of me that feels like they don’t count. I have trauma from my mom, Bakugou Mitsuki, but she doesn’t exist outside of headspace. I have trauma similar to the canon character, but I feel like it doesn’t count. The others have trauma from their experiences in the real world. I dunno guess I just wanted to bitch a minute..