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Ah the holidays. What time. For the first time, no family drama!! Just friend stuff that I think is going on. Allow me to explain; In some previous posts, you may have learned how I cut out two people from my life. It took all semester to just work up to their memories no longer being painful. The person I told first about all of this and know more than anything is my best friend of over ten years, O. O and I are genuinely twin flames. He went through something similar and actually cut contact with their person not too long ago, and I am supportive! Here’s the thing. Maybe it wasn’t behind my back. Maybe he just wasn’t sure how to tell me, not that he needed to explain himself or anything, it’s just my brain seems to find this off for some reason I cannot explain. I saw O’s story and saw a familiar fire pit. No. I knew that fire pit. It was at the house of one of the people I cut off. For an instant, a feeling of dread filled me. “Why is he there? Why would he do that to me? Is he talking about me to them? Is HE asking about me??” It took me a bit to calm down. But. The feeling faded, and today I took as gently as possible. My mom has been so kind as of late. My period is also late so there’s that biological component of my reaction. Those thoughts were just that. Thoughts. I’m going to see O and his family tonight. We’re Hispanic so we celebrate today and open gifts at midnight I will probably not bring it up, I just hope he had fun. I wish everyone the happiest of holidays!! Take it easy if you need to!!

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