I’m really sorry to hear about that. At the end of the day, as long as you’re putting effort to work on yourself, that’s the only thing that should matter. I don’t blame you for having anger towards your family especially when they should be supporting you through times like that. I’d be angry too honestly. I’m sorry that you don’t receive love from your family. But if they can’t see your growth and your self-improvements, then it’s really their loss. You’re already so much more than them by setting aside time for yourself and knowing how to moving forward with that. You’re so much more than what they tell you or laugh at you for. By making time to improve yourself and carry on, like…that’s a huge accomplishment! You’re doing great man! Keep doing you! I am proud of you :)) ❤️