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TW: suicidal ideation. I’m probably just lazy but the idea that I will always have things i need to do, and that pain is part of life, and that there’s no cure for my illnesses. it’s making me think maybe this isn’t worth it. I mean why would I work hard everyday just to work hard the next day. Why do I keep doing anything? I feel frustrated because all these people are supportive and want me to stay. but that’s all they seem to want. they just want me here, and can’t comprehend why i’d want to leave. they think there’s something wrong with me, that wanting this is wrong. they want to change my mind. Can’t they see that I’m done?I am genuinely fine if this is the end. Ive had a wonderful life and also from what I’m seeing, it just goes downhill from here. I wish I had the strength to shoot myself. even on the good days, when people tell me i’m looking better and that they’re glad i’m feeling better. I still want to not be alive. It’s just the ideal situation. Being dead.

    • Cre8iveKrys

      688d

      This is exactly what I’ve been struggling so much with. How are you doing now since writing this?

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